My doctor told me that, being older than 30, there are some "special" blood tests I have to make in order to make sure I have a healthy baby. I started worrying. I know that my worrying is definitely not good for my baby, but I can't help it 100%. Mostly, I am happy and relaxed, but there are a few moments when I see someone while taking a walk or when I find a character in a story... I know that I can only pray and hope for the best. But sometimes I have these moments of panic. They pass really fast and happy thoughts of my baby and the joy she will bring me are washing over me and taking away all the stress.
We are working on deciding how to arrange the baby's room. Of course, we have different opinions. But at least we have peaceful conversations, we draw plans and all negotiations are on loving terms. We used to be on fire, both of us. No argument went without each of us trying to force his/her opinion on the other. Maybe this is part of the "magic" this baby brings to our family.
Lately, I have noticed that classical music is soothing and I find it not only easy to fall asleep to (Hihihi!) but also nice to listen to while driving or cleaning. Classical music is blissful! But not all classical music, some of Brahms wakes me up no matter if I am sleeping at the time or not. So "relaxing/soothing" depends on the mommy's taste or mood.
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