Saturday, December 27, 2014

New Year's Resolutions

I know, making new year's resolutions is somewhat annoying and old, but I love making these resolutions (and, let's be honest, mostly breaking them sometime over the year).
I know it's disturbing every year when I look back on my notes and I see I've not even checked half of them. But every year, between Christmas and New Year's Eve, I feel the urge to make my list. The list of stuff I feel I want to/should do next year. Usually, on my list there's the habitual resolutions: the weight I want to lose the following year, the classes I want to take, the things I want to learn and the books I want to read.
But now, these seem not so important. Because next year, around the month of May, I will meet my daughter. When I think on my list, I can only imagine things related to her: carrying her in the best way possible, giving birth, having her healthy and keeping her happy, being able to meet her needs and so many others... I feel that this year my resolutions will be not about myself. And I think that, from now on, my resolutions will be mostly about my daughter. About her needs and expectations.
So this year, or at least half of it, I can still try to make resolutions about myself. Also, I can spoil myself with presents and I will make some of my wishes come true. I don't really know what's coming, but I have the feeling that all will change. For the best, I know that!
So, come changes, I am ready for you!
There is one resolution that weighs more than the rest of them. 

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